I bought a camcorder today so I could video record my trip to BC. I want to turn it into a little travel documentary. I have this program on my computer for making movies. I’ve used it in the past to do videos of me playing songs. But now I’m gonna actually make something EPIC. Or as close to EPIC as I can get. Plus I’m going to compose a soundtrack for it. That’s the real interest in it for me. I was telling my dad about it and he was like, “you could send it out to the Outdoor Life Network and get a show.” And I was like, “maybe.”
But anywayz, I’m going to BC to visit my super friend Katt. It was sort of serendipitous how the whole thing came about. I just so happened to have a week off from werk and she just so happened to text me and ask me to come visit her. I was like, “I don’t know, I don’t really have the money.” And then I got paid a whole bunch of money. So you see, I pretty much have to go.
I mean it would be safe and comfortable to stay at home and get drunk and high all day for a week. But, it’s 2011 and I’ve made it my goal to break my personal rules. I’ve been doing a pretty good job of it thus far. I won’t go into detail as to which personal rules I’ve been breaking, but yeah…
And so I go, to be spontaneous, to put myself out there and to LIVE. All we have is now. I’m trying to remember that.
I really need one. Bad! I’ve been werking so much lately, like all fuckin’ day. I get up at like 5:30AM and werk til around 6:00PM. I get home and I’m so god damn tired I can’t do anything at all. I just go to bed really early. Also, today I pinched the inside of my thumb in this spinner and now I have a blood blister. It hurt. I’m all dirty and greasy and covered in shit, my skin is sticky all over from sweating outside/inside. Everywhere is fucking hot. I can’t get away from it until I get home where it’s viciously air conditioned. I have to wear my sweater. I go from one extreme to another. And still I werk and werk and werk. I need a vacation. It’s a good thing I’m going on one on Monday. Fuckerz.